The diver drowns on job.
Gerald Chia Jia Jie
250388 - 180909
Last night, Yeelin called me told me about this news. I'd confirmed with Yiyi once again and I asked : "are you sure it's him not?" My heart was saying, tell me it's not true, yiyi please dont lie. But the truth came out. Bei really passed away :( In my heart, I can feel the pain but tears didn't flow out but for the first time I don't feel good cause comparing so many friends, friend's of friends yet this one is my very Own who passed away. I really can't believe it.
More than 6 years down the road, we've known one another more than friends, we call each other Bei as there were more to it. We used to hang out often, basketball and street soccer at times, late nights around one another's place when we were young, we spent lots of time tgt once we've finished school with the others thou we studied different sec schools but still this never stopped us from being friends till now even we haven't been talking alot till lately, 3yrs back. In the past, he was one of the lady killer. He has a pair of mesmerize charming eyes and with that physically gifted and natural athlete can actually melt many girl's heart without knowing. Though, he jokes alot but this brought many of his friends happiness that includes me, it was really a shocking news to hear, it was also very unbearable. Why such things would happened on him. But now, all these memories will just be kept as memories and lives within me from now on.
To Bei : I know you can never see this msg from me to you but I'd believe you still can hear me saying it in my heart. I've read those msges in your Fb created by your pals, and suddenly tears slowly flows down. I thought it will only flow when I see you tmr but unexpectedly it flows out and even now I'm typing this, yes, tears are flowing slowly too. I don't want to think but can't. Those flashes comes by just when I'm stoning although it was just a short period. Suddenly, I became speechless. I don't know what to say. I want to scold you so much but can't, I hate you for leaving without bidding goodbye to us. I know you didn't want to but why didn't you hold on a little longer, just a little longer and things may come out in a different outcome. I missed those times when you will popped by and we start drinking with one another with your friends. Each time you come Bq, you'll never fail to give me a msg saying : " Bei, are you working? " or giving me a call. Now, I'll receive such no more. Weeks back you'd called asking the same question and few days back, I wanted to give you a call, I don't know why it was so out of the sudden while I'm working but I didnt remember your number as I'd saved in my another phone, my bad. Then, I didn't call. I should have done that now I'd really can never hear your voice anymore. And your itchy hands, I'd actually have a picture with you but you said you were ugly you deleted the picture off. Arghhh!!!
You failed to deliver your promises to me. I was supposed to learn my diving from you and not only this, muay thai also as you've promised. Now, who am I suppose to go to? Gerald Chia, you hear me saying this.. I know you can hear me up there. Fly to my dreams if you can. Bless those who loves you and of course, You're someone whom I'll never forget. Sorry Bei, I cannot send you off on your last day due to work but now you should hear my heart saying.....
May you R.I.P Bei.
不管未来你会在哪里,我都不会忘记
Misses!!
